Soooo I procrastinated, and therefore, did not go to sleep until 2 AM last night (this morning?). I woke up at 5 to finish my essay, and then proceeded to have the busiest day of my life. -_- I felt like I was going to faint all day.

It’s weird how, in some ways, I have changed so much over the years. Some might say I’m just more mature, but I’m not sure. I think I have more confidence and self respect than I used to. I am more refined in who I am as a person, what my style is, and what I value in other people. I think I’m less awkward, and in other ways more awkward hahaha :) I’ve definitely stayed the same in some ways. I have always been studious, and I’ve always procrastinated on everything. I think, overall, I have come out of my shell and stepped out of my comfort zone over the years and I am a better person for it. Might add to this later…

I’ve decided that my MO, especially with my parents, is to use such vulgarity and offensiveness that it’s almost funny. I think I’ve numbed my mom’s resistance to profanity by now. She just laughs anytime I open my mouth. It’s gr8.

ugh :’(

so many mixed emotions

I used to hold back but I won’t anymore. I can’t let you think you’ve done nothing wrong. The malicious side of me knows exactly how to hurt you and I can only maintain my cool for so long.

I decided to create a blog for my personal thoughts because, for some reason, every human being has a desire for others to show interest in their existence, and I just couldn’t fight the desire to shove mine in your faces any longer.